sui juris

my uncoordinated leap into self employment

sui juris: independent, at liberty, autarchic, autonomous, enfranchised, freed, liberated.

Anecdotal Evidence

My friend Bryan is a psychology professor, he told me recently that eye witness testimony is notoriously unreliable. Aparently the more adamant someone is about remembering a specific piece of information, the less reliable they are as witnesses. Ironically enough it's the person who has vague recollections and impressions about an incident or event that are more reliable and typically the ones who's testimony was traditionally ignored in courts of law.

I started this business on a hunch;  on a vague impression, an idea of sorts, not on detailed comprehensive market research, I havent even the whiff of a business plan and to be honest dont have time to do one. I have a general feeling about where its going, an inclination about how I 'll get there (which I only arrived at after an argument with Herself) and a lot of anecdotal evidence for why it should work.

Science Bryan also says that science is not about a noble open search for truth, infact its actually a bunch of people looking for proof of what they reckon they already know. The great thing about this is that I dont really know where it will go and to be honest I don't think anyone who starts a business really does, we have an idea and we look for proof that we're already right. I've said this before and I'll say it again, I'm a skeptic about any book or author that tries to account for their success with a recepie. The uncertainty is wonderful, who knows whether these anecdotal evidence and impressions will actually amount to anything, but isnt that the beauty of it, who knows what will happen.

If it works, I hope I'm man enough to admit that I didnt have a master plan, that I didn't have the midas touch. I stumbled. but I stumbled forward.

November 03, 2005 in Inspiration | Permalink | Comments (1) | TrackBack (0)

Fate! my arse!

Normally I would slap somone who would try to use language in an attempt to ascribe all sorts of idiocies to even more ludicrous entities. I shall however indulge my looney bone for a moment (My therapist says I should branch out).  There is a book called, "First you have to row a little boat" and if you can get past the schmaltz (token american sounding slangy word for our readers across the pond) it's a good read about life being like sailing. I know , I know, but you'll just have to trust me on this one cause the Author's got some gems.

Sleep His thrust is that
all the real fights we have are with ourselves. He says that all of lifes major battles are the internal ones. I'm not afraid of the market place, the product not selling, the competition, the banks, (ok I am afraid of herself but thats for another post) what I am afraid of is me. Me not being disciplined enough, and no this isnt a trip, I'm a genuinely lazy bastard.

My brother (remember him from such info-mercials as Fear, Mr President, Fear... and Caring, sensitive, emotionally atuned millenium man ) well he reckons its because I never got a handle on delayed gratification, never knew how to finish something and reward myself later. I was always cute and political enough to get the goodies upfront (Ask herself :-) and maybe he has a point.

And heres the bite, same day I was watching TV, (see I told you I was lazy) and some programme had another latin phrase, this one went..
"Vincit Qui Vincit"... and means
"
He conquers all, who conquers himself"

They'd cut you to the bone those feckin Romans.

September 17, 2005 in Emotions, Inspiration, Me Brother | Permalink | Comments (0) | TrackBack (0)

Deja Vu

I tried this once before around 1999, and spent three years in a dot bomb, the last 9 months of it without any pay til I ran screaming back into the arms of  corporate culture and swore I'd never venture forth again into the dark unknowns of independence.
Leap I lasted three years in what i lovingly called Behemoth Corp, and dallied daily with my sanity 'till I eventually escaped to a Public Sector retreat I call Neverland and slept there for 18 months, but in sleeping come dreams, colorful, creative, exciting dreams and so here we go again.

September 10, 2005 in Inspiration | Permalink | Comments (0)

Sui Juris

Sui Juris
Part of Speech:  Adjective
Definition:  Independent
Synonyms:  at liberty, autarchic, autonomic, autonomous, democratic, emancipated, enfranchised, freed, independent, individualistic, liberated, self-directing, self-governing, self-ruling, separate, sovereign, sui juris, unconstrained, unenslaved, unregimented
Antonyms:  bound, subservient
Source: Roget's New Millenniumâ„¢ Thesaurus, First Edition (v 1.1.1) Sui Juris

September 10, 2005 in Inspiration | Permalink | Comments (0) | TrackBack (0)

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